Done!!!!!!

No More Clomid-- no more needels no more testing. Im done. I was in such a huge deep dark depression this month I cant put myself or my husband and our marriage thew this anymore. All i was looking forward to was the weekend so i could lay in bed and not get up. I cant do it anymore. We are not trying anymore. Im not tracking anything im not counting days nothing. I dont know whats going to happen and im not ok with everything but i cant keep killing myself a little bit at a time each month.

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Nikki, I\'m so sorry. I know exactly how you feel. There were times when I would just cry or hell at my husband. This entire year TTC has been pretty hard on my marriage too. It\'s so hard, but I know it will get better for you. I hope you don\'t give up, but I can understand if you want to take a little break. If you need to talk please feel free. I\'ll pray for you.