D Day

Yes. he is now home. So far so good. We have had our moments though  (i was ready to smack him at Walmart. lol) But he did help put groceries away and unpacked ALL of his stuff. I am NOT going to continue to do all I have been . It is no good for either of us. He is a big boy and can do for himself. I will still be doing the usual, but no extra  all the time.   It was SO NICE while he was gone. I could make dinner when I wanted--- have my meat and veggies. We shopped today and all this junk is now back in the house.  I still got my stuff too. 

At any rate. Tomorrow I will be working and coming home to bake the pies for Thanksgiving. Gobble gobble. I am in better spirits right now. Going to spend the day with my family and bringing him a platter home. I do actually enjoy the time apart. (Yes I know-- a preview of what is to come. ) I do want to sit down and talk with him the end of the week. We have actually had a few times where we could talk and I am praying when the time is right we could maybe have a serious conversation and hear each other. ( Could use some good thoughts and prayers here. )  

YES-- I am listening to you all and taking things one step at a time. (Not leaping to the what ifs and OH my Gods!) 

Thank you all for the support and listening to my endless babbles and complaints.