D Day

Well the day has arrived, the day that could change everything. I could choose to blush and walk by him awkwardly or look him in the face smile and say Hi. It all depends on me. (I can't say I like that!) And though I wish every day to be a child again (because guys were more comfortable to be around! Eventhough I can speak to my father and brothers.) its never going to happen, that time has been and gone. And I can't ever go back.So it all depends on me to change his view on what he thinks is me. I need to show him that it wasn't him, it was me. It was my fault that I gave him the thought that I didn't like him in the past. But I must look forward and not backward if I want to move on. I just hope he's not to shocked Well here goes nothing