D-DAY

I HAVE TO TAKE RANDY TO THE HUMANE SOCIETY TODAY.IT'S TIME TO LET HIM GO.HE CANNOT GO TO THE BATHROOM VERY WELL SINCE YESTERDAY.THE TUMOR SUDDENLY CLOSED A LOT MORE.HARD TO DECIDE WHEN SOMEONE DIES,DON'T WANT TO.HAVE 2 MORE DOGS BUT THE HOUSE IS GOING TO FEEL SO EMPTY.STRANGE,A LITTLE DOG CAN TAKE ALL THE LIFE OUT OF THE HOUSE WHEN HE PASSES.CAN'T REALLY TALK TO MY FAMILY OR FRIENDS,DON'T WANT TO.TOO HARD,SOMEHOW IT'S BETTER HERE.PROBABLY NOT GOING TO SLEEP WELL SO MAY NOT EVEN TRY.