Cycle 3 Day 22
I'm feeling great. Very hopeful that this is the month. I took my 21day progesterone test yesterday. I am certain it will not show ovulation, but only because I think I ovulated on day 20.
Hubby and I are BD-ing every other night for the next week still. It is a little monotonous, but we are joking more. The wedge we bought is really helping to keep my hips up in the air for an hour afterwards, and the time is moving more quickly.
I am more tired at work lately, but that is because we aren't able to BD until R2 goes down for bedtime. And then my endorphins are soo high that it is hard for me to fall asleep right after my legs come down.
I keep praying and praying and thinking positive. I know that it might set me up for huge disappointment later on, but I can't help but be positive. I do wonder if that is a big part of the reason that we have not gotten pregnant the past 2 months. That I wasn't in the right mindset.
I keep talking to my ovaries and telling them what I expect from them. After each BD session I talk to the spermies and tell them what to do. I even have my DH talking to "his boys" sometimes.
This all might sound crazy, but with a lot of the process a complete mystery(aka I can't see in my body and watch it happen), Talking to them helps me feel more in control.
During the day, I talk to the zygote about moving down the tube and finding a cozy spot in the back wall of my uterus to burrow into and become a strong healthy embryo.
Yes, I know I'm crazy. But It helps me feel better and be more positive.
Hubby and I are BD-ing every other night for the next week still. It is a little monotonous, but we are joking more. The wedge we bought is really helping to keep my hips up in the air for an hour afterwards, and the time is moving more quickly.
I am more tired at work lately, but that is because we aren't able to BD until R2 goes down for bedtime. And then my endorphins are soo high that it is hard for me to fall asleep right after my legs come down.
I keep praying and praying and thinking positive. I know that it might set me up for huge disappointment later on, but I can't help but be positive. I do wonder if that is a big part of the reason that we have not gotten pregnant the past 2 months. That I wasn't in the right mindset.
I keep talking to my ovaries and telling them what I expect from them. After each BD session I talk to the spermies and tell them what to do. I even have my DH talking to "his boys" sometimes.
This all might sound crazy, but with a lot of the process a complete mystery(aka I can't see in my body and watch it happen), Talking to them helps me feel more in control.
During the day, I talk to the zygote about moving down the tube and finding a cozy spot in the back wall of my uterus to burrow into and become a strong healthy embryo.
Yes, I know I'm crazy. But It helps me feel better and be more positive.
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