Cutting AGAIN
.... I've been cutting again... a lot... i don't know why! i thought i was getting better i thought i was happy! i'm even in a new relationship but all i can think about is what if he hurts me?? i'm scared, i feel like i don't deserve this happyness... worst thing is my parents think i'm doing better... they dont know i'm getting worst... i've been taking ibprophen.... 4 pills every night... what if i take six? all at the same time? would i overdose? or just get really sick? maybe if i get sick they will finally notice... i dont really want them to notice... i just want the pain to go away... why won't it go away?!!!!!!!
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Relax just take a breath. I\'m going through a similar situation right now and all I can tell us both is just to hold on. I really hate those words, they seem overwhelming, but that\'s the best advice I can give. In my past relationships I blame my depression and self-esteem for ending it, so be happy and accept compliments because you do deserve it!!!