cutting..........

I AM SO FUCKING ANXIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a hard time falling asleep because i kept on wanting to cut.....i think when i get to school i'll call my therapist in the car and then if she calls durin class i'll excuse myself.....i'll tell my professors that i have a family emeergency.....it's not a lie....i AM part of a family and cutting IS and emergency......it's a true statement.....**groan** why does life suck!!!!????