cutting

i never cut in school before but my counsellor thinks im fine ab is more worried about my friends, my best fiend who i've know since i was 3 is hard to talk to, the person who is always first to no is tash but theres something going on with her family and she stopped eating and my counsellor is mega worried about her like we all are, and my other best friend is freaked out because she found herself up a hill shouting at herself and cutting her hand with a rock. i have nobody to talk to because there all wrapped. The other day i gave myself a week before i commited suicide but now i doubt anyone would notice even if i died.