cut myself again and again and again
I dont even know what to write right now my heart is just broken and dead I dont feel a thing anything something.
nope i feel nothing, this isnt one of those entries where i make a big speech about hope and coming back from the ashes. It isnt even one where i curse myself and say iv done something bad and wrong and how its pointless and wont solve anything I wont say anything today just nothing at all it is what it is
iv totally spun out of control lost all touch with reality the obsessions are so strong I dont even know how to begin fighting them theres no avoiding this state no snapping out of it I have to live through it minimize the damage I take and hope I make it out alive.
Ill probably make it out alive I usually do but you never know i hope i die in my sleep tonightÂ
nope i feel nothing, this isnt one of those entries where i make a big speech about hope and coming back from the ashes. It isnt even one where i curse myself and say iv done something bad and wrong and how its pointless and wont solve anything I wont say anything today just nothing at all it is what it is
iv totally spun out of control lost all touch with reality the obsessions are so strong I dont even know how to begin fighting them theres no avoiding this state no snapping out of it I have to live through it minimize the damage I take and hope I make it out alive.
Ill probably make it out alive I usually do but you never know i hope i die in my sleep tonightÂ
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I don\'t know what to say...it makes me so sad tohear this ..to know you are suffering so.. and I just wish I knew what to do, what to say..yet I don\'t. All I guess I can do is tell you I am here, I have read of your pain, and I am holding you now and wondering if maybe a call to the therapist might be of more help to you than my hug is?
Love, Sue