Crying

Most people would say that it better to let things go and if it helps to talk about them but for some people they can't talk to people online or they don't have friends or family who would understand what their going through and for me when there is no one i can talk to no where i can go i go and run and scream and cry in my own space it can be a room in your house or a special place that brings you peace i go there and just explode i let everything go everything i've been barying deep inside of myself i let it finally reach the suface and then it explodes i did that when my life was a total disaster i was hurting everyone and i hated myself for the bitter angry person i had became and i couldn't do it anymore so i ran i ran as far as i could and then when i couldn't run any longer i sat and i cried as hard as i have in my entire life and when i was so tired from running and crying i just laided down on the grass and i looked up at the sky and i let my whole life fall away and in that moment the only things that mattered were me and that grass and the bluest most pure sky i have ever seen in my life, i have done this once in my lifetime because most of the time it's better to talk but youll come across that day when it's gonna be okay to cry and that what you'll do then you'll brush yourself off and start again.