CRY,CRY,CRY

Today is a bad day the attorney we hired for my son is a joke he doesn't return calls to me or my son..And only speaks of more money,nothing about the case just more money..Its like I walked in a office laid down 15000.00 just for starters and walked out the door never to hear a thing or get one glimmer of hope..Has anyone out there had this problem? Is it normal for an attorney to act this way,  Am I being just a mom who worry's to much....I cant stop crying this is all I do I have aged 10 years in the last 4 months...And all I get from everybody is ..HE DID THE CRIME LET HIM DO HIS TIME" "YOU KIDDING ME THATS MY BABY!!!(((MY LITTLE BOY))) MY SON..WHO CAN JUST GIVE UP ON YOUR SON??NOT ME,, IM NOT A CRYER  IM A YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU PUT YOUR MIND TOO...I have cared for myself since I was 15 YES thats the day my mom decided Its time to get married  move to NewYork and DIE!!IT  MADE ME SICK,SICK,!!!And 14 months later my beautiful son was born..Thats the day it stopped being about me and my life as a mom started..I love being a mom All kids are so special and yet such Dumbasses!!!!You do all you can to teach right from wrong how can they jusy throw it all away!!!I just dont get it I cant you would have to know more about my son to truley understand why I want to SMACK THE CRAP OUT OF HIM!!!!I call on GOD  alot these days and he does get me through..And I know my life will never be the same..Im most thankful Im not in the death of a child group..That could of happend someone could of shot and killed my son!!So I am grateful the lord chose this path for him..and not the other..So those of you Im soooo sorry for your  loss ((MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL!!!!LINDA