crippled with fear

As I near my transfer day (tommorrow or Sunday). I am now completely scared of the possible outcome considering everything I've been through. This cycle has been very positive and went smoothly. How do I get past the fear of this happening again?? I have drawn on the strength of God and saw how brave you ladies are to get back up and try again. I am completely scared now that I will never see the face of a living child that is my own.

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Brennasmom
Brennasmom

I\'m asking myself the same thing. I think it is a little like grief. People are always telling us that we are so strong for going through this sort of thing, while on the inside we\'re a quivering puddle of goo and the only reason we\'re getting through each day is because we have to. So you\'ll get through this because you are going to move through each day because there is no other choice. And even if you are a quivering puddle of goo on the inside, you\'ll do your best to stand up tall and do what you can for your baby. But if you do find a way to get past the fear, let me know! In the meantime, have faith. Hugs, Corrine
nasnye
nasnye

Do not have doubt have Faith. I was so afraid that Annaya would be ill that I did not consider death. Each pregnancy is different... Please remember that.

Hugs, Love & Rainbows!!!
Nneka
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Praying for you for hope & faith and to know that things can be different, better & wonderful.
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Sending you lot of hugs, prayers, hope, & faith!
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I\'m praying for you, U have been amazing and have gotten back up and tried again as well. God will hold your hand all the way thru. Praying you have a beautiful baby out of this cycle...
EELC
EELC

You just keep breathing, day by day, and tell yourself that you are ready for a miracle! Hugs and sticky baby dust!!!
Tryingtomakesense
Tryingtomakesense

I will pray for peace to just wash over you! Peace, faith and hope! This is such an incredible and exciting time! It is understandable with all you have been through to have anxiety, but I pray that you are able to enjoy EVERY SECOND and be full of hope! Many hugs to you and we are all rooting for you!!
browngurl30
browngurl30

I am in tears my wonderful friends!! Thanks so much!
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I\'m keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. You have the strength within you and you are brave. Keep your faith strong and know things will be different. Stay positive my friend, everything is going to work out.