CRIED for 30 minutes

I will be 20 weeks next Monday. So the last 2 nights I had been feeling lots of twinges in my belly. Even a little outside my tummy. I kept dismissing it as gas because I thought it was too soon to feel him outside. I even thought my goodness the lst 2 days he has moved alot or maybe it's gas. So this morning I read my what to expect book and indeed some people can feel little twinges on the outside and his sense of hearing is developing so he can hear me!! HOLY COW!! I hadn't been posting much about my pregnancy. I don't know why. It never seemed real to me! This morning it hit me like a ton of bricks when I felt that little flutter on the outside of my belly!! I am really and truly having a baby. I was happy, elated, overjoyed, scared, all wrapped in one. My heart immediately went out to all the wonderful women who havent reach the dream just yet (cus its coming)! I cried for them and prayed becuase I didn't think that I would ever get to this point.  As I enjoy my spring break I can bask in the notion that I am going to be someone mom's!! I pray that all is well with you wonderful women!