Crazy dayz

Well my head is spinning and my moods are up and down.  I feel so bad for my poor hubby he gets the raw end of it.  I feel like I am losing it.  My emotions are running me and I have no clue why.  I had to actually have him give my little one a bath which is what I love to do but I was so angry because of how he always gets to do play with her and does not have to worry about cleaning her or even feeding her or making sure she has clean clothes for the next day.  He sat there and had the never to tell me that It was a good thing we did not have a baby right now because I could not deal with another one.  He then took it back by saying because since he is starting up a new business and also a new job he will not be home for the next year like he has been and I would not be able to handle another one.  WHAT THE HELL.  I lost it.  That is when I took Aubrey hand her to him and told him she needs feed, changed, bathed, and put to bed.  I ended up caving when I heard her crying when she was getting dressed because daddy is not that great of getting her ready.  But for the last couple of day I have found myself sleeping more during the day when he is at home and this is not like me.  I am so afraid that I am falling into my depression.  I do not feel like Aubrey's needs are getting looked over by me but I am making my hubby do more when it comes to her.  I did call my Dr to get into see him about this and he would like to put me on more medication which when I first take it I feel like  zombie.  He tried to explain the Chemical PGS thing which I did not think got to me but now I am thinking it did.  I just want to sleep all the time though my little angel does not allow that.  I am hoping getting back into my exercisising routine that I have not been in for over a year and a half will help.  I hope others are doing well.  I am sorry this is a downer.