crappy week

Monday my puppy died. Got hit by a car. I am so surprised at how hard it hit me. He was so fun and lovable.  
Tuesday I lost a job I was contacted for. Employee over slept then I went in his place and forgot a critical tool.  Wednesday I fired him. He was a putz but my only employee.  Now today, Thanksgiving,  I get drunk and depressed and tell my kids I'm sick and don't get mom to come over.
I'm getting tired. I have so many things to do. I think I'm just trying too hard.