Crappy Day #5

So you can see a pattern in my last couple of entries. Crap. Just crap. I volunteered for a bit, and that went okay. I had  to leave early since I was starting to get mood swings. I came home, took a nap and "cooked" dinner. I don't know what went wrong. I cooked 2 chicken legs on the grill at the same time. Mine was cooked and yummy, Geo's came out bloody. Like half the thing was raw. He was already having a bad day... he was on the phone with Social Security for a half hour trying to get the ability to print his benefit letter from home. It didn't work, so we have to get up early in the morning one day to go get it. We were supposed to go tomorrow, but neither one of us feels up to it. I'm back to having trouble sleeping again.... I was up off and on until 2. Now it's almost 3 and I'm sitting here typing. Geo was pissed when he got his dinner and it scared me. I hid in my room crying. I can't wait until this knot in his back goes away and things go back to normal.