crap, crap and more crap

Hey dad, long time since i was here, but i need to vent!!!!!!!I'm about to take a 3000 klm journey for medical treatment, and I DON'T WANT TO DO IT!!!!!It is scary, I wll be alone and getting stuff done that can be dangerous...and you are the only one i can talk to about it because you had it done years ago. I'm your daughter , thats for sure, got the same medical problems you have, but living out here means i have to take long flights to get anything fixed, so not only am i away from home, I'm also alone while its all going on! I'm scared Dad, and for once I'm admitting it!the medical care here is minimal and the closest hospital is 450 klms away, but they can't do what has to be done, so i have to do a 3000 klm trip down south to a bigger hospital. okay, can't think of anything else to scream about right now Dad, i fly out on Monday, not sure when i will be back, they have only said i will be there for as long as it takes!!  bugga!!!!!!!!love you heaps DAdalways and forever your little MargyXXXXXXXXXXXX