CPAP,BILLS,FAMILY,KIDS,TEENS,HOSPITAL,MEDS

Hey AllWell its about that time. I'm getting stuff ready to go to hospital. I got the bills paid, I ate supper, watch football and stayed warm today lol.I still need to pack get my cpap together and get together stuff for ralph to do while i'm gone.I need to fax stuff to loan officier just my luck doing refinance the same time I do this but I can't wait. Its hard to explain so I wait til later to tell.Joey went to a going away dinner for a friend going to Alaska.Anthony and Nikki working at walmart,Ralph has a headache,dustin and justin is having surgery on friday but there at the house right now, rhonda is helping out when needed, alex got me a bear from one of them money claw machines.So today was a ok day just so I can get everything done I be ok. I'm anxious but ready, I nervous but ready, I want to do this but nervous and wonder what the hell am i doing. My health is going to get better or worse? I'm going to hurt more or less? to many questions not enough answers. Waiting game sucks. I guess praying starts now !!!!!!!! Love ya all. No hugs while i'm gone but i make up for them when i get back. Love ya all RobinRobin