CPAP,BILLS,FAMILY,CHRISTMAS,KIDS,TEENS,SCHOOL,STREES,HEADACHES,FRIENDS,FAMILY,BILLS,STRESS,GOD,PRAYE

Hey AllHope all is doing well. Haven't wrote in awhile so will write as remember as confuse you and me both haha. Christmas was good some days and some days not. Dad's christmas was done on christmas eve. We had dustin and justin but they went to there grandma's on wednesday and Ralph was sick so me, joey, rhonda and alex went to dads. I saw most my brothers and dad and step mom.We were running late because I had a headache and we stop at walmart to get dad a card. He's birthday is christmas. So dad got a card and Alex got pokemon cards. Everyone had gifts except for us but that was okay. We talk for awhile and then step mom stated hitting the beer and soon after dad did and the brothers started leaving. we stay a little later since we got there late. I told dad I was going in the hospital and it seem to go through one ear and out the other so we will see what happens. He hasn't called yet. We finally left when dad was about half drunk and it was raining outside. I had a hard time seeing going home and we finally made it home after missin two turn offs. I got on the computer but was tired so I was up but wasn't feeling good.I finally went to bed and the next day was time to get ready to go to ralph's parents. My in-laws are cool so I don't mind going to there house except they make everything in pork and we don't eat pork and we usually get sick and this time was an exception. I ate some ham and sausage balls and stomach hurt half the night and had the runs so no more pork for me. Ralph ate biscuits and they were probably fix with pork lard so he was sick to. So no more pork for us. We got there at 330 and stay til 730 and was ready to rest i was very tired. It was christmas time but it didn't seem like it. It seem like another day to me. I got my chair and that was it. We watch movies the night before but I didn't feel like it this night. I got on the puter and just played around. The next day was friday and it was time to go to mom's. Ralph went hunting then Ralph took Anthony his phone so we finally made it to mom's Dustin was sick so Ralph stayed with him and we all went to mom's except them.Alex got me a stuff hippo for christmas and he got mom one to. She like it. Probably something she really didn't need but she knew alex meant well so she wouldn't going to say nothing to him. Mom gave us all money to spend on what we wanted she even gave alex, rhonda and justin and dustin money which she really didn't have to do.Supper was good and they play games with the kids and we fix food for ralph and dustin and anthony and nikki. Anthony and nikki had to work so they didn't come either. Well all in all Christmas was good God gave us family and friends and so I can't complain. The weekend was spent watching football games and playing on the computer and spending mom's money she gave us for christmas on some groceries and gas. Well we did get what we needed and thats what matters. Mom got family and a hippo lol.We got money and leftovers lol. Dustin went home today which in Monday. I call the loan guy and had to leave a message. Direct tv took money out of my account and there was no money in my bank account and they charge an overdraft. It was a automatic for the 27th and couldn't change so I cancelled it and the hell with it. I need to do some stuff to get ready for the hospital but I don't feel like it I've had a headache since wednesday and can't get rid of it been taking benedryl and flexiril almost every day in case its a tension headache or sinus but it keeps coming back. Ralph is feeling rough today and I wasn't feeling good  so Joey took Dustin home. Joey never drove to his house and it isn't easy to get to his house so he was sort of anxious but he made it there and back and he had his cell phone so he did good and i'm proud of him. I proudly go to meeting tomorrow and plan on going to hospital next monday or tuesday. Got lots of stuff to do but feeling blah already. I need to go to walmart and buy me some clothes but don't have money til wednesday. I need jeans, bras, socks, and calling card. Well I guess thats about it. I'm going into the hospital to get off some of my meds if I didn't say why. I been thinking about it for awhile but I figure it out after mention it in group and they told me how to do it. So now I have to go in this mean no tv and no computer. I will have somone let everyone know how i'm doing. Thanks guys for all your support. Love ya. I'll write again before I go in. Hope you have a pain free day. Love yaRobin