court today on the domestic
on the way to court , i thought I would pay the new agreed amount on the water bill so its back in my name, well I pulled the statement and wow, my wife convinced them to put it in her name but some how I pay the bill, from 320 to over 800.00 (add to the pile of debts.
went to court and all went good I have counseling for 26 time and my first meeting july 16 and of course she was there, hell she even got up talked to the judge (she was probely thing they would lock me up) but in six month when completed it s gone, no record. so thats good I did not even look at her,or desire too. I did hear her voice and I always loved her voice, that down under accent.
came home to find the attorney emailed the drug tests results, NEGITIVE, really!!!!!!?????? she on;ly took 13 oxycotiens on thaks giving and OD, Died , revieved, she only screwed her liver and kidneys, she only had a mental, drug indused brain trama stuff,,, how the hell can she come up Neg???? I dont get it they testes for oxy, opids and more it all came up NEG..... SO now she is mentaly loosing it, which the judge saw.......................I still cant believe it
Packing stuff up, making some trips to storage. thinking about all that has happened today, the drug test is not a back step, but does make me wonder. All for now
went to court and all went good I have counseling for 26 time and my first meeting july 16 and of course she was there, hell she even got up talked to the judge (she was probely thing they would lock me up) but in six month when completed it s gone, no record. so thats good I did not even look at her,or desire too. I did hear her voice and I always loved her voice, that down under accent.
came home to find the attorney emailed the drug tests results, NEGITIVE, really!!!!!!?????? she on;ly took 13 oxycotiens on thaks giving and OD, Died , revieved, she only screwed her liver and kidneys, she only had a mental, drug indused brain trama stuff,,, how the hell can she come up Neg???? I dont get it they testes for oxy, opids and more it all came up NEG..... SO now she is mentaly loosing it, which the judge saw.......................I still cant believe it
Packing stuff up, making some trips to storage. thinking about all that has happened today, the drug test is not a back step, but does make me wonder. All for now
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damm it,,,, Things went well today. its raining monsoons my wife and my favorite time in tinginghe pool...it just set me off crying and how I miss her. not what she is now but what she was
{{HUGS}} It does get better with time...
I did the same thing... running into memories (which I replace by making new ones at the same places). I also had photos of my X all over my home office showing the good memories. I needed them to be there so I could grieve... because without grieving, we can\'t move on. A year has passed, I\'m recovering, and I finally began putting those pictures away. Hang in there!