countdown to surgery

Busy week. I saw the ENT and had a CT scan for the Image Guidance system. I cried a little at the appt and it was a mixture of fear, relief and hormones. I felt terrible and depressed yesterday. VERY grumpy but woke today feeling great. Very little body pain, minimal headache and thinking is much better. I'm so glad to have a good day every now and then and am hopeful that the surgery can help me. I have been off of meds for 2.5 months and I hope that that little tumor is not rapidly expanding!!