count down to wedding

I'm excited yet torn at this point about upcoming nuptuals. She goes to my pdoc with me but still gives me the line that she doesnt know and it takes her long. Its really frustrating.
People have been giving me shit for piercing my ears. Im so tired of dealing with people. I dont know how to say that enough.
I had really bad depression for four months. Came out of it August 1st. I feel happy yet deal with frustrations too.
Pdoc had me do blood work and is a worried about my kidneys. Frustrating.... ugh