CounselingToday

I had my 2nd counseling today.  It was well.  She said for me to get some vitemeins, like D.  To help with my depression.  I have PTRD, it happened 20 years ago. but its all coming back.  
I had a panic attack Thursday night.  Cuz I did not have school to attend, that meant I would be alone till work time.  So I stayed in bed and slept.  I had a small panic attack today, I found out I did not have to work on Sunday.  Scared me, cuz then I would have the whole day off.  I prayed alot.  By the time I was at work, I had the fake smile on, and no one knows.
The only real change is I am more serious than I use to be.  And more quiet.
Well I was proud I went to counseling.  I will continue.
I guess I am not alone.
Me.