couldnt resist a peek

and see X making friends with his former identityis this sad or an integration process?why do i care?i liked him but he has treated me like an enemy,but when i give my heart it stays given.like im not crying myself to sleep or owt like that, butill keep my eyes open for a while yet and send prayers for his happiness.and if he wants to chat that wld be ok too.i dont hold grudges and god knows i wld be 100 times better offstaying single than falling for a rocket man.anyway Ray will be my next if I have one.old friend musician sociable and kind....pity he's over there and i am over here.I wonder how this holiday will go, and when it will be...keep stockpilling days off in anticipation.but the prodigal son will remain in my view for a few more weeksanyway...curiosity is a cat...