cornfused
It's a gray kinda day... boring... quiet... I gotta get back on my program and start crossing those jobs off the list. This is what I need, a sense of accomplishment and purpose... I need that damn pool to turn blue too, what more can I do with it?!!!!
I gotta move forward. I want to give a good report to Dr. Bea. I want to have goals and mostly I want to change that "average intelligence" to "above average" in my chart. That's bullshit. ha. That friggin' bothers me.
But I feel good. I read most of the AA book this morning. There is a lot in there I can use. I'm thinking of finding an AA meeting. Dr. Bea suggested it too... it's a good idea... but I hate the socializing part... but It's what I need to do. I am adding it to immediate goals.
I gotta move forward. I want to give a good report to Dr. Bea. I want to have goals and mostly I want to change that "average intelligence" to "above average" in my chart. That's bullshit. ha. That friggin' bothers me.
But I feel good. I read most of the AA book this morning. There is a lot in there I can use. I'm thinking of finding an AA meeting. Dr. Bea suggested it too... it's a good idea... but I hate the socializing part... but It's what I need to do. I am adding it to immediate goals.
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