Coping with Skeptics

I wan to remember this day bacause I found out the truth about some friends and family . They think I am a fraud and a fake. My psyciatrist would have another thing to say about that I see him once a month and I have no insurance so between the drugs and the shrink I spend 780 dollars a month. Sound fake to you?.I have checked into a hospital twice rather then kill myself.Does that sound fake?. I have physical symptoms like mind wandering and shaking and vomiting that before were violent enough to give me a hernia .Still sound fake to you?My depression in many ways helped pull my marriage apart by not having a true friend in my spouce she did not understand why I was so moody and dark and alone and withdrawn. Still fake?.As i write this down and read it back I must  say that I do not blame her for seeking another I blame her for not trying to help me when I asked so many times and tried to explain but she would respond with "Act like a man" or " Get up and be happy ". That one is my favorite Get up and be happy eh.......ENOUGH of this crap I do not explain any more and I don't listen any more to the shallow idiots.                                     I am getting away from the point .That is believe in yourself and never let any one tell you how you should feel ever !. And the close ones to you that don't believe you must place at arms length.And stand up for those who are ill and are not supported.