Coping with loneliness

It will be a year this September when my husband passed away.  I am still in pain, feeling betrayed and angry.  I am trying to cope with all these negativities but it seems like I am fighting a never-winning battle.  I feel I don't get any support from my family.  I understand they have their own lives too and so I don't impose but it is really difficult.  God must have led me to this site and hopefully I can get help - at least share my thoughts bottled up inside me.