Coping Mechanisms. LOL

My coping is pretty much shot to hell.  For the past couple of weeks been crying for really no apparent reason. I am wondering if it is the lesion on the right side of my brain.  I so do not want to take this rebif.  Information regarding benefits and problems via the internet can be helpful but also put you in fear mode.  I am feeling somewhat better physically though other than a minor leg issue whatever that is.