Coping

Yes stuggling through this is the most painful and difficult thing I have ever had to face. I accept the fact that our marriage has been over for quite some time. 30 years gone. So choices We made that led to this. I will not blame her nor will I take the entire blame myself.  I say we instead of you or I. I don't want to go forward with resentment or bitterness. To have forgiveness and remember happier moments in our life together. It is so easy to want to get angry and lash out. I know that my actions from here in out will set the foundation as to the type of person I'm wanting to become. I have cried a lot of tears and prayed everyday that the Lord gives me the strength to stand fast and not break.  Thanks to all who's have shared their stories I have read and cried over thinking that I am not alone in my struggle and pray that those hurting will find peace as well. Take care