cookies
Well, i have been baking cookies---yes sometimes i get the thought of the food issue and that people will get sick on the cookies, but i kept right on baking!!!!!!!! What i don't understand sometimes is why in the past years ( like before i new i had OCD) i cooked like crazy--even catered two large weddings---NO THOUGHTS OF OCD--HOW DOES IT HAPPEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THAT ONE DAY YOU ARE AFRAID TO COOK BECAUSE YOU WILL MAKE PEOPLE SICK!!!!! i REALLY TRY TO THINK ABOUT WHAT STARTED IT--I MEAN THE THOUGHTS ABOUT THE FOOD. It is soooooooo crazy.
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I agree. It\'s weird. It makes me wonder how the same thoughts seem to occur for people over and over. I mean how weird is it that OCD makes people thing THIS particular thought and it\'s common. How is it that it makes people pull out their hair? Is there a \"hair OCD\" gene that kicks in? A little red demon that knows only one song? \"Pull out your hair! Pull out your hair!\" Why is being afraid you\'ve run over someone and then checking to make sure you haven\'t a \"common\" obsession/compulsion? There must be a certain running-over-people-demon that makes that particular thought common. I\'m surprised it isn\'t a little more unique to the individual. But it isn\'t. Strange.
Clutter that is really interesting to me to. I have asked that question many times. I think there is sooo much we don\'t really know about OCD!!!!
Yesterday i had the christmas party that i was telling you about. Well all went well--but when i came home all i could think is --what did i do wrong-my mind just went like crazy trying to find something that i had did wrong.!!!!!! Did i talk to everyone, did i leave anyone out,did i make anybody upset--ooooh ya have to love this crazy disease.NOT
Now this morning i feel really down--this is when i have to really think about everything that i do!! If i don\'t i will really start to obess, about everything!!!!!!!! This is all soooooooo crazy!!!!!