Conversations

I have one thing that is really bothering me today. I keep feeling like I am not allowed to be apart of conversations that go on around me. Rationally, a part of me says that it is not true, that the people around me are just in their own conversations. I also understand that trying to get into a conversation that is already going on can be difficult. But the unrational side says, no it's not that it is hard to get into a conversation that is already going on, it's that no one here thinks your opinion is going to be relevant, or that 'what's the point, they are just going to say that they already know'.

So many times over, it just seems like we are all children in ABC conversations. Except that I am always the C.