contuation of tragic story

at first I am taking to hospital fromskilled nursing home for month or so then one day matt is driving me home because I have no more energy almost get home I start having chest pain it hurt for a while mat is tired and does not want to drive bach it is late andhe is tried.  any way I tell him I will die and he drives me back get to hosp and am keep and am operated next day.  we had decided I needed operation before in a few days,  my brother is there because I asked him to because I thought david was going to die and he did.  my brother had open heart just 7 mo or so before and I went to ark.  any way when I come out he said he was worried because it took so long, I did not wake up for over a day did not even see sister left hosp in almost week and went to same skilled nursing home as david as no one to take care of me.  couldn't even pull pants up for a week or so.  all sences needed to come back, hearing, eyes, and had to learn to walk all over.  was in therpy all the time I was there,  david goes to hosp for another cut on his foot.  a few days later he was suppose to come bake that night get call about 1:30 they tell me son is dead no warning just your son is dead.  I thro phone and start screaming,  a lot of the patients knew what happened.  hosp would not let me go home as there was no one to take care of me.  at that moment I became angeyand to make them let me go home I just stoped letting them take blood  and giving me pills.  finly let me go home and bury my son.  bruce  helped me bury david and also paul.   went to  police station sure was there telling me I had a lot to remember ok today I remember.   bruce is a good guy and I am dum