Contradiction?

When you talk to me, you may come to understand I don't believe in emotions or that I'm cold and all about logic. Well the truth is I'm about both. I am over emotional, so if emotion is a raging torrent then logic is a Dam or a Levy. This is the only way I can handle my emotions. But we all know they aren't perfect, and nature love putting them to the test. Well it's moments in my life such as this that test those Dams/ Levys.  My heart lays open to be picked at.