continuing saga

And the saga continues....
Called for an appointment today and they are 3 weeks out for new patients.
 
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I haven't slept for about 5 or 6 weeks, so 3 more weeks is not my plan.  The receptionist was very nice and gave me a recommendation for another office.  I checked on line for the address and saw reviews for this place.  The reviews said that it was not a friendly place and people are treated like numbers (7 doctors in this office together).  I don't think that is the place for me.  We all know what it is like to feel like a number.
 
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Back to square one.  I have searched to find someone who knows about adrenal fatigue and hormones, etc. that is a reasonable distance from my house.  I finally had to leave info at a site that helps you find a doctor that understand BHRT.  Hopefully they will respond soon.
 
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I found myself pretty desperate at about 4:30 a.m. Day after day and night after night.  I just need somebody to help, but it isn't that easy, apparently.  I've been at this too long to just pull a number out of the phone book.  I don't have the energy to doctor hop.
 
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Hold on for one more day.