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My ex did not see the same picture I did. Kinda like the ink blot thing. Different people see different things. I know what I saw then but when I looked at it again today, it didn't look anything like what I originally saw, and thats depressing.
I have been having a rough time business wise. I have some bids out but so far, no answers on them. I pressured one person and he canceled out right then and there. That was a case where my anxiety got in the way. Depression causes me to make bad decisions because I get down on myself and lose faith. Sometimes if I ask God to send me some customers, He does but that usually only happens if I strongly believe they will come. So hard to do, know what I mean?
I am convinced that if I had to do this alone though, I would fail miserably. I have already made more then I did all last year. My problem is that I set unachievable goals and I say that because I haven't marketed my stuff enough and in the right places. But I have been working on that lately.
Back to work, hope you all have a great day!
I have been having a rough time business wise. I have some bids out but so far, no answers on them. I pressured one person and he canceled out right then and there. That was a case where my anxiety got in the way. Depression causes me to make bad decisions because I get down on myself and lose faith. Sometimes if I ask God to send me some customers, He does but that usually only happens if I strongly believe they will come. So hard to do, know what I mean?
I am convinced that if I had to do this alone though, I would fail miserably. I have already made more then I did all last year. My problem is that I set unachievable goals and I say that because I haven't marketed my stuff enough and in the right places. But I have been working on that lately.
Back to work, hope you all have a great day!
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I hope your business picks up.Its hard every where any more.
God I know it Annie. I have been looking for a part time job just to make ends meet. thanks for your support!
Yes, Bob it is hard everywhere, but just like you tell me God will come through. I am still waiting, but that is life. Sounds like your business keeps you afloat and maybe with a part time job, you can make it. Seems like everything is placed on your shoulders, seems so unfair. So is your ex and her man helping out? I look at your situation and my ex would never dream of allowing a guy to live in the same house and help me out. He would tell me to take a flying f. You are one in a million for doing what you do. Most men wouldn\'t do it, period. I think the world of you!
needed to pop in & see how you\'re doing. Keep looking for inspiration, sending hugs for ya.
just looking in to say hi and see how you are. Its been a while.
xxxx