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To continue where I left off...  Now my boss is moving me around from hall to hall.  She feels I can't work my best like before because of the accident and that I may not be my best, if it was a seizure.  Plus my co-workers that work in my place can't be dependable to do as well a job as me. And I can't do all the work myself. It makes me feel insufficient in my job. It's not a demotion, but it sure feels like one.  She wants me in a position where I don't have that much responsibility and stress on myself. I just want to be able to keep my job. Today makes 11 months and 1 day.  I got my latest ambulance bill. $1222.50.  Just to bring me about 5 blocks away to the hospital.  I'm already paying 2 other ambulance bills from past accidents. I can't go on having ambulance bills and hospital bills add up every year. I'll never get ahead!!! Jesus. WTF?  Then I get a notice in the mail that I have a certified letter to sign for. That's never good news. I just can't take any more bad news.  I'm not so sure that God doesn't give you anymore than you can handle. At least in my case! I just wanna know what I did that was so bad or so wrong to deserve such a mess?!?