contimplating
This journal is very sad so please only read it if your are prepared for it to be pretty heart wrenching.
My Aunt was murdered in cold blood on December 21 1999. I have been tossing around the idea of naming my little girl after her. Her name was Kimberly. I wanted to find out her middle name because Kimberly is a little to common for me. I have never researched the details of my aunts death. All i knew is she was giving a neighbors son a ride and he raped and killed her. In my head I imagined that she was shot in the back as she fled for her life and never knew what happened. Since No one knows we are having a girl I though I would try to find it out on line. Back in 99 this was a huge missing persons thing and was all over the news. To make a long story short my aunts neighbors son asked for a ride from North Carolina to Virginia to see family. My aunt had no idea he had just got out of jail and was a felon. No one told her his history and she never thought her neighbor would put her in danger. On December 21 my aunt left to take this rat basterd to va and at some point he made her pull over near some woods where he raped her and then shot her in the face while she begged for her life. In his own words he “blew her face off”. She then shot her again where he described he made her “body jump”. My aunt had a small 4 year old daughter. I just read all the details less than 20 minutes ago and am sickened. In my line of work I have dealt with this kind of stuff all the time but its different when its your family. My aunt was the only aunt on my moms side I was close to. I have very fond memories of her. I wish I would have never found out these details. These are details im positive my mother doesn’t know and I would never tell her. I now know my daughters name will be Kimberly. In honor of my aunt. I want to find this scum bags prison address and write him a letter telling him just what I think of his sick ass. He was sentenced to the death penalty in 2001. But it means nothing. Not unless he is in the woods on his knees begging for his life while I pull the trigger. Even then it wont bring her back. What kind of sick person does something like that for the heck of it. He bragged about it and that is how he was found out. My aunt was a beautiful person. On the inside and out. I know it will take me a while to recover from this new found information. I will never forget December 23rd when we got the phone call her body was found. I woke up to my mom screaming. I spent that Christmas alone with my little brother as my parents flew to north Carolina. I never cried so much in
Im wondering if it will be to painful to name my daughter Kimberly or if it will be honoring my aunt. Letting her live through my daughter. I don’t want to look at my daughter and constantly think of the last moments of my aunts life. Im torn. Im my heart I feel like it is a done deal. My daughter will be named in honor of her.
My Aunt was murdered in cold blood on December 21 1999. I have been tossing around the idea of naming my little girl after her. Her name was Kimberly. I wanted to find out her middle name because Kimberly is a little to common for me. I have never researched the details of my aunts death. All i knew is she was giving a neighbors son a ride and he raped and killed her. In my head I imagined that she was shot in the back as she fled for her life and never knew what happened. Since No one knows we are having a girl I though I would try to find it out on line. Back in 99 this was a huge missing persons thing and was all over the news. To make a long story short my aunts neighbors son asked for a ride from North Carolina to Virginia to see family. My aunt had no idea he had just got out of jail and was a felon. No one told her his history and she never thought her neighbor would put her in danger. On December 21 my aunt left to take this rat basterd to va and at some point he made her pull over near some woods where he raped her and then shot her in the face while she begged for her life. In his own words he “blew her face off”. She then shot her again where he described he made her “body jump”. My aunt had a small 4 year old daughter. I just read all the details less than 20 minutes ago and am sickened. In my line of work I have dealt with this kind of stuff all the time but its different when its your family. My aunt was the only aunt on my moms side I was close to. I have very fond memories of her. I wish I would have never found out these details. These are details im positive my mother doesn’t know and I would never tell her. I now know my daughters name will be Kimberly. In honor of my aunt. I want to find this scum bags prison address and write him a letter telling him just what I think of his sick ass. He was sentenced to the death penalty in 2001. But it means nothing. Not unless he is in the woods on his knees begging for his life while I pull the trigger. Even then it wont bring her back. What kind of sick person does something like that for the heck of it. He bragged about it and that is how he was found out. My aunt was a beautiful person. On the inside and out. I know it will take me a while to recover from this new found information. I will never forget December 23rd when we got the phone call her body was found. I woke up to my mom screaming. I spent that Christmas alone with my little brother as my parents flew to north Carolina. I never cried so much in
Im wondering if it will be to painful to name my daughter Kimberly or if it will be honoring my aunt. Letting her live through my daughter. I don’t want to look at my daughter and constantly think of the last moments of my aunts life. Im torn. Im my heart I feel like it is a done deal. My daughter will be named in honor of her.
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