consultation tommorrow

Well, I have a consultation tommorrow regarding my elavated prolactin levels. I am so nervous and anxious because I just want everything to go o.k..I am finished with my birth control pills on Thursday. I can't beleive I have been taking them for 3 weeks. I hope I receive more details about stims, retrieval, and transfer tommorrow. I have been a little bit of a crab with my husband. I think there is a small part of me that resents the fact that he doesn't have to go through this emotional and physical drama of infertility. I have to go get poked and prodded and he just sits there chillin. I have to go through the emotional drama of ups and downs of wanting to be a mom. When my stepdaughter was here this weekend, I was like "Ugg "you don't have to feel any of the feelings that I feel because you have a child already.  I know it may not be accurate, but its how I felt. I just want tommorrow to go well.