Consternation..

I have to keep asking myself if this is all there is to living. It's great...but it is missing depth. What is it that is escaping me? It isn't love, it definitely isn't wealth as I have never had that. It may be the ability to make life better for others. For weeks now I have been dreaming of working in a homeless shelter. Is this a subconscious manifestion of a personal desire..or guidance from an unworldly source?