constantly angry
life continues to suck for me. i'm even starting to not like coming here which i always kind of liked. that makes me sad. i am surrounded by such incredibly shitty people, namely my family and coworkers. i am so angry
i wish i could get my mom out of my house but i just can't right now.
i absolutely hate my family. is that normal. to hate your family's guts like long term? i need to get these people out of my life for good. seriously. not my mom but the rest of them. i just want her out of the house but there is no goddamned money
fuck
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W, we feel what we feel. Their behavior towards you has created those feelings towards your family. Spent most of the week dealing with the anger that came with flashbacks of what my baby sister and her husband pulled on me, like the night before my mother's funeral and the dinner before my wedding among the highlights. Do they deserve my love... no way. I stick with the safe people. Comforting hugs.
I cut one of my sisters out of my life years ago. She was toxic. I dreamed about punching her out for years after we were estranged. Thankfully that’s passed now. I have no regrets.