confused/humbled

Not sure about anything anymore.  Judging by T's behavior - I reacted to it, I thought, in normal, legitimate, and reasonable way.  Perhaps, even though I have $120 missing from the Suicide Prevention collection - I still am overreacting and not giving T any credit for the good things he is doing.   In fact, every time he goes to an AA meeting - I am shocked.  I am having a difficult time believing him.    I will explain later where this is coming from......