Confused

Ok so a year ago today we moved to texas with my job and it just seems like that's where everything went down hill.. this is where I had and loss Journee,.... but I dont know here lately it seems like my body is reliving the pregnancy beginning this point..I know I'm not pregnant,.. I can only wish but I know I'm not.. but i feel like I am .... by boobs are getting full and lately milk been coming in.. i been dieting and loosing weight but this pass week i been eating like crazy, not dieting eating whatever and i still lost 2 pounds.. all i do is eat and sleep... and my tummy feels so queezy.. i dont know if im doing this to myself.. maybe me reading everyone conceiving again is making me depressed to where im acting like im pregnant.. i dont know whats happening and i cant control it.. I dont want to test because i know im not and i dont want to play these emotional games.. maybe because journee year is approaching I'm reliving it i can remember everything that happened a year ago today.... from when i got to texas.... i dont know i dont like this feeling and i want it to stop..... my body acting pregnant is torture for me because i know nothing is coming out.. why is this happening this is horrible... maybe i should stay off here for a while maybe everyone being pregnant is getting to me..... maybe im more messed up than i thought.. just maybe everything..............

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I am not pregnant...so you can come on here without catching the preggers!!....but I will tell you that my body went through the same thing. I would get sick when I brushed my teeth, had tender boobs, felt sick when I smelled certain things, etc. It lasted for months. I don\'t know exactly why it happens but I have heard several women on this site say the same thing.
tajeejourneesmom
tajeejourneesmom

thank you... good to know im not the only one.. it still sucks cause lord knows i wouldnt mind..... just idea of having the symptons not being able to enjoy anything afterwards...
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m not preggers either, wish I was but I\'m not. So you can talk to me all you want. My body did go through something like that to but I wasn\'t having regular periods so I just thought it was from that. Well I hope you will be able to be pregnant soon, I\'ll be thinking of you!!! HUGS!!!
tajeejourneesmom
tajeejourneesmom

thank you me to.. i got my tubes tied after journee.. thats why it makes me so mad that im having these freaking symptons.. sucks..
deleted_user
deleted_user

Youre definitely not alone in that. I get my periods regularly and I just had it but I could swear that for the past few months I have been feeling a baby kick inside of me. I may be losing my mind.
tajeejourneesmom
tajeejourneesmom

omg me too.. and my boobs was dry for months.. its been 8 months now and like the last week they been filling up when my bf touch them...
deleted_user
deleted_user

i have the same thing going on... i know im not pregnant but i feel kicking and i get sick when i smell certain food then i get my period its driving me crazy
tajeejourneesmom
tajeejourneesmom

that sucks why do we have to go threw that.... grrrrrrrrrrr
deleted_user
deleted_user

Me too!!! Ha ha. I ended up having cysts. I even got possitve test results. I am not sure if a chemical pregnancy can become a cyst, but either way, I am sure most of it was in my head. A lot of pregnancy symptoms can be related to stress too.
Fantonme
Fantonme

A lot of women have what they call false pregnancy. This can be driven by stress/ anxiete/ or the strong want of a baby. Your body will experience a lot of the same symptoms. I think it is probably pretty normal for women like us that have went through such a tramatic loss.
deleted_user
deleted_user

my cousin went through the samething i hope things start going better and you get to feeling better tajee!!!!!!!!!!!!! hugs
tajeejourneesmom
tajeejourneesmom

thank you mommas....