Complaining, ha.

I just cannot seem to loose ANY weight! I have been working out almost everyday. I have junk food sometimes, but I have been eating really good for the most part. I drink 2 full smart water bottles every day. Nothing is working. I don't want to stoop down to developing an eating disorder... Again. I tried anorexia, but I love food too much. I tried bullimia, but my mom kept taking me to the doctor and spending money that we don't have. I don't know what else to do. I just want to rip my entire stomach out. I want the body that I want and deserve.
Advice?