Commiting to Write

I have not written in this journal for a while.  Getting frustrated with myself.  I know that I am stressed because my mother is coming and we just don't get along very well and it causes a lot of tension in the home.  I am going to try and be more laid back while she is here.....Ha! 
I am also opening up a new business and it is causing me great anxiety.  I am excited and nervous at the same time.  I don't want it to fail!!!  I hate borrowing money to start something. 
I need prayer!!!