Coming Up on Two Months

It will be two months this Sunday. My two sons are having birthdays at the end of this month and the first week of December. My wife's birthday was the day after Christmas. The birthdays and holidays are going to be sad and difficult. I need to think how to make new memories for my boys and myself during what will be a 1st - NO Holly for any of these holidays or birthdays. I'm not sure how I'm going to be emotionally during these coming days but I'll do my best to carry on. Nothing else to do but try to manage my emotions and remember her love and compassion and try to be that for my boys and family. In our time together Holly taught me to be more forgiving and compassionate - I must carry on with what she gave to me and always remember her love. She was a very giving, loving and compassionate person - She is missed dearly by a lot of people. If only she knew how many lives she has influenced and touched. I love you Holly