Coming out of a fog

I finally feel somewhat back to myself. I can focus on things now instead of obsessesing on negative thoughts. This doesn't mean I don't feel a pain in my heart everyday but it is no longer the whole day. My H will never have my whole heart again, sad but true. I love him but there will always be a part of me that remembers what he did. I will always be a little afraid of getting my heart broken again. I am working on being myself again.  Being the best person I can be! The OW no longer makes me anxious. I choose to forget her and move on.