Coming Back to Daily Strength helped

Coming back to this site has helped. Writing down my feelings about my dreams and getting the wonderful replies has helped. I feel good today and I'm going to stay on this site because talking to others who feel bad or are new and are in that first initial horrible pain are going to need my help, feedback, empathy, and friendship. I thank everyone last nite for helping me. AND I HAD NO DREAMS OF HIM LAST NITE! I think i was just hanging on. Im bitter because I lost my job and I blame him, I lost my home and my money and all my trips and my happy bubbily person I used to be and I blamed it all on him. But thats going to change.......