Come on Menopause
I keep telling me to keep my mouth shut and ride it out a week or so. But noooooo....I am like a werewolf. I morph into someone very scary.
I hate my clothes, my hair, my lesion ridden face, my bloated stomach, my car, my house, my cats, my job, my co-workers and most of all my husband.
This time I almost got an apartment. What the Hell is wrong with me? I thought after my hyssie it would get better but it has only gotten worse. Much worse.
Why he puts up with me I will never know.
Just, please God, let it end. I want to be peaceful, loving T. I don't want to be pshyco ingrate hateful T. She really is a horrible bitch.
I hate my clothes, my hair, my lesion ridden face, my bloated stomach, my car, my house, my cats, my job, my co-workers and most of all my husband.
This time I almost got an apartment. What the Hell is wrong with me? I thought after my hyssie it would get better but it has only gotten worse. Much worse.
Why he puts up with me I will never know.
Just, please God, let it end. I want to be peaceful, loving T. I don't want to be pshyco ingrate hateful T. She really is a horrible bitch.
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Give yourself a break, hormones cause hell. Talk to your doc and see if the is anything you can take. Sometimes evening primrose oil can help, but check with your doc first before adding any herbals. Hang in there it does get better.
How can you hate your cats?
Life really gets you down sometimes. I know. try making a list of the things you do like about some of those things. Hubby has to have good points. Let him help with the list about you. Find something in every thing to be grateful for. It really helps me.
I was on the lupus site and the largest amount of discussions was about menstruation, when I first got dx I said rip out my ovaries if it is a hormonal thing my doc said no you need them for other health benefits. Bikerc knows how i flipped out recently and spiraled quickly. Doc gave me Xanax and upped my meds, friends and bf are perplexed I have a sense of how but a horrid thing to not be in control of one\'s mental health. Forarmed is forewarned, will now mark my fridge and take Xanax a week before period. Hope you get through without too many scars.
Maybe you shd sit down with a doc & see what options there are these problems. It sure wouldn\'t hurt to try would it.
You know there probably is lots of good around you, maybe even right there type of thing & you\'ve gotten into a rut where you only focus on the negative. It think biker has a good idea. Stop & sit quietly for a bit & make a note of only good in the things you mention. It might actually really help you feel better overall.
Lord: please hear my prayer for my friend here. She\'s struggling right now Lord. Please reach your hand out & let her know you\'re there to help her. Guide her to a better place in life.