Colleen..........2 years now.

Today, 2 years ago, my precious Colleen left this horrible world. I wonder if she remembers me, if she thinks about me, if she still knows how much I love her and miss her........!

But today, in this horrible world, it is not about me...........or about my Colleen.......... Today it is about my daughter and my granddaughter.  It is about being with little Lee-Ann in a pathetic hospital full of cocroaches..........with hospital staff who only do the minimum..........and my daughter and I who are being victimised and harassed daily by the hospital security personnel.  Today is also about so called friends  and family who choose to distance themselves from us, when we need them the most...........! 

Today is about crying, and feeling so very alone with my own pain and emotions, and trying my pathetic best to be there for Melany and little Lee-Ann who really needs my support now...................  Today is just another horrible day!!