CoDa Meeting

Dear Journal,
I am so wanting to attend my first CoDa meeting but feel very anxious about going.  I have picked up the phone a few times to call and talk to the person's number who is contact but can't seem to do it.  Why?  I need to go.  I should go.  I am not normally anxious about these kind of things.  Today I will be grateful that at least I am trying to make this happen.  I WILL make that phone call when I am ready. 
I sure feels good just to put thoughts in writing.